Happy as ever

I've not been to the gym for a whole week due to an injury which came from upping my weights, not warming up enough and bad lifting form. The trifecta of terror. Tonight, I finally feel almost normal again but then I have been practically laid down all evening. Today I received a beautiful product of an item. It was a photo album created by MOSAIC which took selected facebook photos and made a physical album out of them and was directly delivers to me. It's a thing of wonder. 

I've spent this evening watching various tv episodes of various shows trying to ride the crest of weekly new episodes. My life is mostly lived inside my head without the real need for my physical body. I may as well be a brain in a jar. 

Apart from a wobble last week where my ex started divorce chat, all continues to be well. I continue to exist on the quiet and keep out of harms way. Work is busy enough to be satisfying and yet I still get my evenings to myself. I continue to be thankful each day for all I have rather than mourn what I have not. 

My son is still my supernova. 

I give having a new partner about two minutes of my day each day but always decide it's not for me. 

I have nothing to offer a person who cannot also inhabit my brain with me. 

I exist like Pluto, on the fringes. 

Ultimately, I'm as happy as I can be. 

Paranormal or not?

After closing at the Dog And Gun pub in Wibsey, I will be setting up our cctv system to try and catch the reason why the pub have called in our ghost team. This pub has been in the radio and in the papers due to their odd lights in the bar area. 

Hopefully we will debunk it as natural. I can't explain what I've seen so far on their footage though. 

We will just let it record overnight. Then I've got a week to review it. 

Paranormal investigations are good but someone has to be accountable for reviewing each bit of evidence minute by minute, piece by piece. Still, I will be the first to see anything of note and that's exciting. 

Optimistic health

My gym workouts have built up to me pushing my maximum weight often and upping an exercise weight each week. I'm still enjoying the gym and today I've entered a new six week cycle which is more slimming than bulking. Anyway this leaves me feeling good and also very tired limbed. So tired that writing a blog too seems like hard work. I've had both step kids over the last week and they are both fine and living their lives. 

My precious son continues to evolve in his brilliance and shines brightly in my heart. 

On a more trivial level, it's a tough time keeping up with weekly tv series plus weekly film releases. But I chose this life. 

My life is ticking along on a very healthy and happy note. I've really nothing negative to add. 

There's so little time in one lifetime. But I try my best to not dwell on it. I'm looking forward to many things this year and its going to be a good one. So far I'm still not drinking.  

I seem to be outrunning my inner darkness and that's something I will stick at. It's at this time of self happiness that a person thinks 'hey I'll get a girlfriend' and then it all goes tits up. 

Feb 2015

February is underway and the snow has melted for the most part. The cold lingers though like the icy grip of death itself. My legs are aching a hell of a lot from Thursday's leg workout and that makes me happy. 

It's Saturday now and my son is with me, still in bed watching Power Rangers. I have another write up to do this weekend of Pennine Paranormal's trip to 'Forteas' cafe. 

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We went to morrisons cafe on Saturday morning for drink and cake while waiting for the van to have its tracking done. In the afternoon we went to see my friends near Huddersfield. 

After my son got home I too went home and watched Inception. 

Sunday I hit the gym and then watched Jupiter Ascending and Shutter Island. I finished my dictation review of our investigation. 

I'm all straight for the new week ahead.