Who am I?

This is my special little scrap of the Internet to do with as I please. I have written a diary since I was 11 years old. This is my back up diary which although is a place of sometimes painful truth, its not as 100% truth as my handwritten diary. But it's a space to collect thoughts and feelings which can be read by you or I over time to see progression or lack thereof. Nobody has a clue what life is actually about and their place in it and maybe this will help just one person see that its not just them who is puzzled and a little lost. As I write this my readership has gone from 30 views a month to 1000 per month and I'm happy about that although I wish someone would reach out and contact me with a comment or something. I did however come in the top 500 most popular blogs in 2011 so alls not been lost. Just remember as you read these posts......you can stop reading .....I have to live as myself all the time!