Work is where I feel I’m surrounded by colleagues looking at me while tutting and shaking their heads. The sense of being the one who needs watching because I’m bound to fuck up is something that is making my work life horrid.
I will endeavour to CONCENTRATE.
I have took the advice of the gym bloke, to just eat and eat so as to move the needle up the weight chart. It’s that simple.
Yes fat will be gained but in the spring, fat will be lost.
So I am eating. And eating.
I currently weigh 150 pounds and want to hit 160 for the first time ever.
My goals are to get bigger and better.
My mind has air pockets in it though. I don’t know that I’m ever about to realise I’ve forgotten a thing.
I don’t see the mistakes until it’s too late.
But god knows I will try.
It will take a hood year to have people change their perception of me but I’ll take it one step at a time.
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