'the camels back'

Well finally the balance has been upset. I've pulled out of the ghost adventures for the foreseeing future to restock my enthusiasm and regain that most important commodity to me....CONTROL.
The world around me is one which I mostly created.
Within that bubble I decide what to do and what not to do without worrying how anyone else will take it.
There was an incident that amounts to a tiny thing but it annoyed me so much that it became 'The straw that broke the camels back'. It was either going to be ghost stuff or radio and the ghost stuff pissed me off first.
I also jumped ship fast and efficiently in order to stay friends with the remaining investigators. I've learnt from experience that the cleaner cut you make, the less flesh is grossly scarred.
Most importantly of all, I feel I've made the correct decision and haven't been too quick to throw the towel in.
Maybe a phoenix will rise from the ashes or maybe I'll put my energies into a new idea. That's the beauty of the freedom I have surrounded myself with.

Here is my show link.

I watched War Horse last night. Even Spielberg couldn't change my disinterest in animals. This was the end to an evening of relighting my boiler over and over. Every ten minutes in fact. My landlord is on it luckily. Heat will be restored before winter truly arrives.
I had been recording with a guest at the radio station anyway and my son was at his other home so all was ok.
My guest said that since he lifted my show file and saved it to his phone, it never showed as a download. How many more listeners did I have that wouldn't register as downloads?
It gave me faith as he said he hadn't heard so and so band in ages etc and liked my music choices.
If you would be so kind as to listen to my radio show....you will find it here.

Www.jam-radio.co.uk
Podcasts
WHITEHOUSE FILM CLUB
(click on Download MP3)
It should play then..
Alternatively you can right click on Download etc and SAVE AS..... to where you want to store it.

God bless you my children. You will be rewarded in heaven.

Long live the dead

I keep having off days.
They come along usually one day after I have spotted hassle or I'm busy, or I'm tired. So, bloody he'll that's often. Motivation dips and just want to sit on my couch for hours and actually turn on my sky box which sits redundant except when my son watches cartoons. About ninety mins a week for forty pounds.

Anyway, how are you? Who are you? I don't know.
Who reads this shit anyway?

Over two years I've been contributing to this blog. But life makes it difficult to squeeze in posts these days what with all my interests. It's a last port if call in my day and so quite often gets ditched.

I believe I lead a happy existence since moving into a house alone. It brings me untold joy because nobody tells me how to spend my time etc.
I'm sure there are many singe people out there who are looking for love and not realising that relationship are only enjoyable for the first fleeting rumblings.
And then it's too late to politely decline.

At least I have learnt in good time to find myself again whilst I can still function as a middle aged man.

I may as well scrub the word LONELINESS from my dictionary as it's something that doesn't exist in my world.
My son is my best friend and proudest invention.
Oh I know, I've been over all this before.

Currently??
I still present my film review radio show which this week came close to being over at my hand. Very few listeners if I'm honest. The station is barely known.

My ghost adventures continue to flow though and it's that what is the most rewarding at the moment.
Who knew the dead were more fun than the living?

So I guess I have to thank the dead for being so much fun and proving some fascinating theories about life after death.
LONG LIVE THE DEAD!! oh no. X

New school and control

My son seems to taken to his first week at school like a duck to water, or indeed, the proverbial pig to shit.

He came to me chattering his little head off. The a fantastic relief. Plus his mum and I figured out our routines. So I hope this is plain sailing for the next years. We have come to Dragon's Den indoor play area and after coming here two weeks ago, he knows his way around enough for me to be redundant mostly which is cool for me.

I bought him a load of new clothes yesterday and so he's buzzing about his new look.
We had a ghost team meeting this week which was where we unveiled plans to have two distinct faces to our ghost teams where my side is kind of team only learning and my co leader is large public events and publicity side of what we do. It gives us both an incentive to hone what we created as well as benefit the other team with all experiences.
As for the radio I am trying to stay from getting underneath the rain cloud of one or two presenters. I myself am currently training a pleasant Asian girl and a White lad who likes my sort of music.
So I'm meeting people who I otherwise wouldn't have.
Let's be honest....I'd only go to the cinema and back if I didn't do radio or ghost stuff.
I still maintain that people are more trouble than they need to be.
But with such a tight handed control on the people I bother with, I am left happy and undisturbed.

So I suppose I should start considering Christmas which is only four months away.
(that's how organised I am)