I'm still reeling from yesterday's feeling of the future where my son is all grown up and living his own life without me. He's at an age now where I see him across give days of the week and it's skipping through my fingers as the years pass. I know, I know, it's the same for everyone.
But I must adhere to my own inner belief and LIVE IN THE 'NOW'!
I am seeing him tonight and i can soak up his company and his loving cuddles. I must make each moment together memorable for the both of us.
My boss is away today as he has a slipped disc which is probably down to age because he does enough walking to render him 'healthy'. It will come to me too. As I read from my iPhone screen earlier I realised I was pulling a face to focus the writing. Every day is a tiny increment closer to rotten body time.
Christmas 2014 is upon us and we're not as busy as we used to be so there's neither a sense of urgency or a need to machines etc. This weekend my son and I hope to visit my gran who is 94 I think. Still with us, as is her 100 year old sister. Her sister however isn't in a good way and has recently been out into care. I hope I live that long.
I'm still trying to complete my Doctor Sleep Kindle book and my audiobook of The Damnation Game. This week I will knuckle down and do a set time of both.
I'm seeing my stepson at the end of the week to go see The third Hobbit film. He turns 17 tomorrow-yet another depressing thought.
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