My time has not recently been categorised as Spare. That is to say that outside of working over even at weekends and seeing my son too, I have been to a twenty first party and frequented the cine,a as best I can. In just over one week I commence radio training ahead of my proposed radio film show. I'm eager to make notes and wrote reviews but it swallows up time. The weather has blown from strangely summery to having snow forecast tonight in April. It's hard to tell what you are supposed to feel and whether you should put the fire on at home.
Almost nine months of sobriety and still no desire to piss away any hours in misery, drowning my demons in alcohol. I am happy where I am and if I keep out of others way things will stay like that for me. I'm looking forward to this bank holiday weekend too for a rest and a thirtieth birthday day out with friends. I worry that a radio show will stop me from being able to run ghost stuff too though.
I'm being pulled in many different directions and that makes me want to please myself only.
Tired tired tired. Too much overtime??
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