Driving along in 2014 and having my iPod classic makes me feel a rainbow of emotions. Some tracks by favourite bands of old make me feel different about them as I used to. I like some of the slower songs now and hear their meaning whereas I grow tired of some of the old favourites as if I've worn out my pleasure in them.
I'm not forty yet but it feels like I'm stewing a bit because I'm post marriage and refusing to mingle.
I don't have nights out like in my twenties of mix with friends. I love hanging out with my son but maybe it's the factor of people my own age which I'm starting to feel I need to think about.
I can never totally be without issue.
Maybe I'm just coming out of my shell in order to have someone fuck me over again.
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