Better

Week 2 at the gym starts today. My body aches on the inside as my muscles fix and grow a fraction. I know it's in my head but it's made me walk a little straighter and with a slight confidence. 

Last night's secret seance was a success and paved the way for more in the future. Shame not everyone turned up but that's life. 

I'm watching what I eat because of this gym kick and it's come easy so far. Saturday served as a day of cheats but one day out of seven is still good. 

My prickly heat has almost gone too and I'm concentrating on it not returning. I'm feeling ultra positive because I know that each month that passes will be a physical improvement. 

I watched Boyhood yesterday and really liked it. I had to keep tears back twice but managed. My relationship with my son is something I cultivate like a flower. We played for ages with figures at the weekend and had play fights too. I want to see the world with him and explore together. 

I recently saw my main friends at my reunion and wish to keep that contact going. I'm just bettering myself all the time. 

Or trying at least. 

I'm comfortable in my own skin. 

I'm just.... Better.