My dreams are full of broken fragments of eras of my life mixed with feelings of times lost, such as my youth. Ex partners and made up partners weave in and out of the story as a sleep readying to wake. I miss socialising. I miss the buzz of drink but not much else.
I had a great long weekend with my son and that was precious but should I try and create a partner situation for me? I don't really know if I even want that. If I could cherry pick off a shelf then I would but it doesn't work like that.
My time at the gym has me up to 150 pounds this week so there's progress happening that I don't want drink to ruin.
I've been allowing credit card spending to rise again and I've given myself a guilt trip about that so I'm going to be more tight.
The summer is leaving and Autumn is coming. But what other changes are occurring within me?
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