It's a Wednesday morning. Since 7:15am I've had the strong urge to have alcohol. I've not had alcohol for four years. Nothing is wrong in my life and yet the urge has sprung up. I hope it passes.
My YouTube channel is building up with videos and my son is loving it too.. Too much his mum says but then she would say that no matter what his favourite thing was.
It's deathly quiet at work but showing signs of picking up. I'm currently being pestered by a lady over coming on ghost investigations for free. I'm handling it with a painful honesty though.
My son is shining brighter than ever, but at 7 I fear I'm in the middle of our playing years already. I still enjoy every minute of being with him as we play in a world of our shared imagination.
Life is good but there's the nagging thought of having a partner again which troubles me.
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