Hello Blog. I've been living 'in the moment' so much what with overtime engulfing my many waking moments that it's meant I have little time to formulate ideas, let alone write them down. Money is rolling in and I'm really happy and grateful. The exhaustion of the moment is making me a walking zombie though. Today is Sunday and I jumped out of bed and got to work at 6:50am. The work itself almost physically wore me down to the point of personal injury.
So after that, late in the afternoon, I raced home, showered and jumped in the van to go see Don Jon followed by In Fear.
I'm currently awaiting the second of those films. I may try and watch Gravity again after that but we'll just have to see.
I've become rather isolated by life (of my own making) recently and it's made me question what will become of me. The film Detachment had a line about senility where an old guy asked how he was to make new memories while in the old folks home's bedroom.
The same kinda goes for me. I'm only 39 and having signed off on relationships, have I signed off on life?
I worry that I'm going to miss opportunities to live. But it's only in the hope of avoiding further pain.
Life and living scares me.
That's the basic truth.
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