Am I in the corner of the universe looking out at all the weirdness of others or is the universe looking into the corner to see me sat alone being weird? Certain obligatory meetings I have with others always leave me feeling bad about myself. I'm uninvolved in others trivial lives. I am always distant and I pass through their lives at odd times like Haley's comet.
I've had a good weekend which today involved my stepson and I going to watch the high frame rate version of The Hobbit which I didn't enjoy the look of as it seemed I was on stage with the actors rather than the characters.
I'll just stick to my local cinema outings for the foreseeable future. It's good to be so close to him (and my step daughter) still, it makes me feel I have more of a value in the world. I mean well and that should count for something.
Whenever I've been in company I get this string feeling of needing to redress the balance. I don't want to be seen as anti social but the distance grows with each passing month. I'm missed less too which helps from their perspective.
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