This is my last Xmas holiday day and I think my boy and I are going to watch Walking With Dinosaurs the 3-D movie. Then there's a day and half of working before the weekend arrives once more. All sounds good to me. A glass of water today will mark an even healthier me. I'm an ever updating version of myself. 2014 will see me reach 3 years of not drinking alcohol and overtime has reduced my credit card by a third and continues to do the same again. A second third at least will be paid off this year.
How can I not be in good spirits?
With my son by my side, I can achieve a state of happiness that I never pictured for myself. I am totally at peace. It's only outside sources which put a strain on my soul.
All I have to think about is the day at hand. Water, read, cinema, PS3 and healthy eating. A wonderful start.
My son mentioned our trip to Scarborough last year and we both agreed it was a highlight for us. We will go away again in summer, maybe somewhere new or maybe return to scarborough.
I'm lucky enough to know that as far as home perks go, I have every luxury I could ever need, and then some. Gadgets out of my ears. So much stuff that I cannot see the time when I could exhaust the content of any one device. All that's left to do is to work on the easy stuff such as going for a walk or eating fruit. New clothes are due certainly and most of all a new coat. I've never felt such a feeling of Control and Wholeness. I think of this as 'completeness'.
I appreciate what I have in the knowledge that things change slowly everyday. Kids grow up and leave, people die, money gets tight and opportunities pass. But the knowledge of this process gives power to the observer. There really is nothing else to attain. Just hold firm and enjoy the ride.
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