Is it because I'm turning 40 this year that I'm kicking myself down a but about being old? I've got time to enjoy yet. I need to get out more and experience things with my son and step kids. I'm weighing up my life without a partner and seeing if I'm ok with it. Truth is, I am. But I think other peoples views are altering my own. 'Too young to be alone' they say. "Too young to be happy?" I ask. There's no one I want for a start. But I guess its kinda normal to be asking myself if I'm truly ok.
My life is being justified in my thoughts but if I stop and think back to when I was 15, 30 or any age- the answer is I was always reflecting on myself.
I guess I should just roll with it. At least I want to not mess up.
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