The best ME?

I greeted the day with a "Morning day!" And then realised that Darren Day's partner says that every morning. Last night was as productive as I could have hoped them to be and I finished our last investigation notes and review. I even commandeered our websites build codes so I could post what I'd written on there myself from now on. 

Tonight is also a writing night mostly and I'm looking forward to getting further on in my work. I'm surprised at my own ability to structure my time accordingly. 

My father is still e mailing me on the whole and I reply straight away although I still have to wait for a week before he replies and it's usually as if a new conversation has begun rather than a continuation. It is what it is. 

Is this latest ME the best ME I've ever been? It's close for sure. There were times when I was going to the gym and so in better shape but that was also when my soul inside was shattered. 

I am well aware of how life is a continual shift through 'phases' and that makes me enjoy 'now' all the more. Kids are growing up, friends growing old and elders dying. Everyone is on a slow hill slide until we all drop into the abyss. 

So for fucks sake, cheer up.