10:45pm. There's so much 'bad' in the world, that I find it quite overwhelming. I wish my way of dealing with it was better than simply ignoring it. But then, one person can't make it all go away. I've had a quiet night in front of the tv tonight but I've still been educated in some way. The world still finds it's way in to my home and into my head.
I worry sometimes that my life isn't progressing as far as experience and such but tonight I can see that it is.
I am doing things that I will look back on and hopefully have happy thoughts about. I feel good (if you ignore the prickly heat on my wrists especially).
I'm always making slight adjustments to my life, often due to the influence of something I've recently watched or read. At this moment I'm wanting to reduce my waist size and cut my sugar intake down. It always seems an easy task after I've chomped a packet of sweets or biscuits. It's always tomorrow that I'll start eating better or exercising more.
How many times have I dreamed of sitting down and writing a story. I write this blog and my diary easily enough but can't seem to devote enough time to switching the tv off for long enough.
But then, what are my strengths?
Watching films is my strength. I can consume film after film all week long if I put my mind to it only a little.
Mondays have turned into a 'tv off day' after I've had my son. I get my writing done for PPS. Sundays are cinema days and Thursdays are PPS investigations at times. Everything is a balancing act.
What I actually need is some overtime again. Something to balance the books easily.
But as ever....what I need most......is TIME.
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