Is this the prime of my life? Somewhere between the stupidity of youth and the slow ache of old age? At 40 I am currently busy with my young child, paranormal hobbies, printing career and getting healthier every month. Spiritually I've never felt better. Mentally I've never felt clearer. I discovered that happiness can reach the clouds but have also glimpsed that it may even reach the heavens. When I look downwards I can see my past darkness but it's a speck.
I achieved my chosen social orbit of past years in basically disappearing from people's lives to be away from judgement and hassle. But now this part of space feels a little too good and desolate. Slowly I'm moving back towards the solar system which my friends and family inhabit.
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