With the dull things out of the way I went to the cinema and saw just the one film.
I had a feeling of calm in me from visiting Hesketh Farm yesterday with my son. It was about time we got out and did something to remember. The productive morning has led me to read 50 pages of Abarat 2 and make a little plan to read 50 pages most nights. Time allotment is very important to me as I spin plates of entertainment with both hands full.
The gym has left me almost too tired limbed to write. I have embraced the sitting down as ever though and feel bigger or at least firmer muscled than two months ago. I'm still juggling my idea of what I'm aiming for. Is it to be thin and trim or bulk up?
I'm coasting along trying to do a little of everything and not be too hard on myself. I'm staying alone a lot recently, ever since I had my shock hair loss. I feel like I'm having to accept myself again before I mingle. Plus I believe people have little interest in socialising with me either. Although the knock on effect of that is that I've had a quiet, stress free carry on.
I'm attacking a number if tv series currently and I'm loving the progress I'm making. I'm happy all the time with just a sliver of weight around my heart which is all part of being made how I'm made.
I'm appreciative of all I have and one day becomes another without any shocks.
Enjoy today for being quiet, for tomorrow may contain screams.
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