...concluded...
When on holiday in Tenerife it was mentioned that two or three of my friends would like to buy some Ecstasy whilst out. It sparked a conversation in which they all said that the big story surrounding E is a sham once you have had it. In the same way as a first time beer drinker may be told not to drink whiskey as its super strong, only to have some and just be pissed a bit quicker, then that is what E was to weed. I didn't do any on that holiday as I wanted to he at home in a safe environment for my first time. Within six months I had crossed the drugs path. The streets of Keighley were full of it if you asked about it directly. So I got hold of a couple, knowing that if it was good I would want some more asap. Well with a new nervousness I swallowed it. I felt out of sorts but not in the same way as LSD. my imagination was not pumping thoughts into my brain. It was just like laying down in a hot bath. Was I sweating? Yes it seemed so. Music was more enjoyable but again I wasn't inside the music like when on LSD.  It was just a calmer drug. Fuck it, I took another. Now the thing with E is that you only get the 'Come Up' feeling once. Also you can never get higher. All that happens is that your jaw wants to chew gum or talk. You feel a little agitated as if excited. If you take more LSD you can get lost inside your thoughts. Anyhow I enjoyed it. I did it for three weeks before introducing it to my girlfriend (who's sister did it).  She really liked it too and we would have really truthful conversations whilst on it and I put our relationship lasting as ling as it did on the exchanges we had whilst under it's influence. Many subjects were broached which I would never have dared approach sober. Again it was a great time. But.. When we didn't have any on a weekend I felt like my hands were tied. The weekends were boring because there was no heart open chats or loving cuddles where the two of you became one being. But the day comes where you feel bored of it as it gets old hat. Now I have a son I won't touch drugs. That chapter is closed for me. I do have one experience left which I would like to share. As a postscript I offer tomorrows story. I thought I had broken my brain the day I took MAGIC MUSHROOMS.