I'm feeling a little uneven these past couple of days. I miss my son and kind of want to cry when I think of him. So I put him out of my kind on the days that I don't have him. I think yesterday's let down I had at the hands of a couple of my ghost team members has took the wind out of my sales and I'm a little sore. This has led me to want to hibernate at home with no plans of socialising. I am happy and all that but I feel quieter than usual. I only mention it because it's up the minute info. By the time I collect my son this afternoon he will have fixed me again. Fathers day is also prodding me with the guilt stick. I can't win as when I am taking my son home and ......
You know what ...
I seriously can't even write it without getting teary. Sorry.
 But I'm still going to post this as it captured the real moment.