I took all my diaries and photos out of the attic and put them in the back of the van. Then I made an excuse to swap the surround sound system to her old one and now that's ready to go when the day comes. I haven't touched her all weekend. I wonder how long this can go on until she says something. I had a great weekend playing with my son and I can rationalise that he and I will get through it fine. I cancelled my operation the other day so I'm  definitely  serious about leaving. I am going to try improve my mood in between now and the end as my stomach aches all the time with nerves and Sunday's hangover on top was a terrible combination.