I have had my laptop fan issue fixed and now it seems to not just go off of it's own free will. The problem was that the fan wouldn't start at all, resulting in an overheating and crashing issue. But when my mums husband took it apart for me, he pulled out a rectangle of fan inhaled dust, hair and feathers that looked like a piece of gauze. With this out it seems to perform normally. That has saved me a few hundred for a new laptop.Now i can set my sights on an Ipad one day.
I'm very much looking forward to meeting our new potential Medium tomorrow after work. I hope we get on and have the same thing in mind for our working relationship. Two weeks until I get the go ahead on my new house. It still seems a world away if I'm honest.
I was thinking today that all I want out of life at the moment, ultimately, is to make my son proud of me. I could still be tied to the seat I was in the marraige i wasn't suited for. Instead I am pursuing my interests and i'm happier now.