I feel like my separation from my marriage has been a re birth, a big bang or near death experience. One which will take a long time to fade. But, that said, I intend the rest of my time to hold no surprises. I want the same day to replay itself over and over. Nothing else to rock the still waters of my life. I am still fragile from it. Even after a life saving operation, the body is still sore and the pain of the process is still real. This is an observation without any melancholy to go with it. I am sat here quite happily watching 'The Social Network.