I apologise in advance for my failings BUT..... If you know me... And you find me in someway disagreeable then never have anything to do with me. 
You are not welcome in my life. I have taken drugs and cut my flesh with a razor and been thousands of pounds in debt. I regret doing it completely, it was stupid. If that offends you, then you don't realise the pain it has caused me and yet in many ways these experiences are  my strengths now. 
I'm not perfect but that is the point. I love friends but I don't have many. We may as well ready ourselves for stories of excess as regarding drug use as that's what's coming. Not current use by the way, but it was a phase I went through (and lament the loss of). 
If you are reading this and are not  meant to then it serves you right. STOP.reading if you know me well. 


I loved doing drugs. I have never had better times. Not close. 
Plus It was better and cheaper than drinking mucky beer. Hangovers were a thing of the past. In the good days I could get pissed for £30 or spend £2.50 for acid and have 8 hours listening to 'The Orb' and loving life. 

11:19pm now and I have put on 'Assassin' (live) like I used to after two hours in TheFleece pub in Cullingworth.  Those evenings chewing acid whilst watching Barrymore on ITV were the best days of my life. The drug isn't addictive in itself bur it's so good that you would like to do it again. I have not touched drugs for about seven Years at a guess. 
If you have read so far then you enter the world of honesty which I started this Blog for. If you think you should not read further, then don't. 

But anyone else, I will see you on the flip side.