Whilst watching 'Knocked Up' I was forced to listen intently to a monologue where the husband of a couple lies to go out and do stuff he likes such as just go to the cinema alone. His wife thinks he is sleeping around and then says she is more upset that he is sneaking around doing innocent shit. He says it's because she stops him doing what he enjoys. She says she would've gone to the cinema if he had only asked and not snuck off to do it. Anyway, it was all too familiar, excepting that I never got to that scenario, I just left. On the one hand it made me feel like a bad person but on the other it helped me see that I was right because I am that person for better or worse. I was going to he a let down in the long run and my ex is better off without me. The whole film is worryingly accurate for me. Half of me wants to be truly myself which involves living alone and saying accepting my bad points and the other half wants to be a good father devoted only to my boy.I feel I got a slap on the wrist from a film. At least it also Showed my actions were right for all.