I've been repeatedly let down by an outer circle of new friends this year and I have finally dropped them from my radar. I have a limited threshold for people who waste my time these days, I'm sick doing all the chasing. It also seems people won't cancel on ,e, misted they just fail to tell me that they won't be coming on such and such a night, like that is better than letting me down. Well it's not, I'd rather know you were not coming to do whatever we had planned. 
Spent tonight without the tv on at all and got writing done for another few days. I can't keep track of how I feel at the moment. It seems to change every ten minutes. 
Even as I write this I ave ran out of the motivation to stick with it. 
I will end tonight's entry by saying well done to me, three month sober.