I have finally decided to no longer do my show for Jam-Radio each week. This has led me to feel that I want to commit to a different role at the station. If I'm not tied in to writing and recording each week, then I can perhaps be the glue that runs the whole station over all. Key words being Caretaker and Producer perhaps. I'm not sure what the role will become in reality but it frees me up actually whilst still holding on a position to be proud of and still feel I'm achieving something rather than going backwards.
Black Ops and Battlefield 3 have exhausted me today since I got home from Jam. I was there for five hours putting the final three shows of this year together. I can always take a show on in the future if I so decide. The fact that I won't have to write reviews unless I want to hasn't sunk in yet. I haven't gone to the cinema today because I've been on the Ps3 loads instead. I'm only really missing Alex Cross. Anyway I'm going to the preview of LIFE OF PI tomorrow so I don't need to go today.
I am looking forward to spending more time at home actually. I will have the time to watch more films I bet albeit at home.
I think I will become less of a presence on Facebook etc at least till Xmas and just submerge myself in my inner cave out of the way. I love my own company.
It's my stepsons 15th birthday today and we went to the cinema last night to see SEVEN PSYCHOPATHS. It was very good.
I've just turned the tv and PS3 off because I've been in it hours.
I'm milking the last of the days relaxation out if it.
Just sat (and writing this) and listening to music feels like a novelty. Having spare time to waste is a marvellous feeling.
I had a great weekend with my son although it left him clingy as he had to go and so he cried. Tiredness played a part too. He'll be fine now of course and the feeling was mutual. Xxxx.
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