I made my son be the celebrity to turn on my Christmas lights in my house at the weekend. I gave him a proper introduction and everything. He was happy.
We also saw Santa Claus at the local Methodist church where my boy received a present which turned out to the sweets. "That's not a present" he said.
I recorded my radio show in a freezing studio and vocalised my thoughts on not continuing in the new year if I didn't have any listeners anyway. Its a lot of effort for nothing.
After that I picked up a local lad who has 'mediumstic' abilities and interviewed him at my house. He interested me and made it quite a rewarding process. I feel I'm networking and learning at the same time.
The cinema held my interest on a couple of trips too and listened to podcast en route so as to kill two birds with one stone.
I had a nice chat online with a friendly ex girlfriend. It always messes with my head a little but I also find it cathartic and rewarding in ways. Ill never get used to them talking about their current relationships though. I guess ill always feel possessive of my ex's, which is strange. I think I'm more possessive when I'm not with them.
It's good to have any contact at all though and I respect her.
I'm not sure I would like to be in his shoes though or how he's feel to know we were having these friendly conversations.
They are totally harmless chats but I know how they can make the other person feel.
I don't want that but then I've nothing to worry about.
I'm in a really good head place at the moment providing I'm left alone. Christmas will be good with my son and I relish the first day of the new year. A new page in a new diary. 2012 has been kind to me. But that also means upset is closer still as nothing stays the same forever. All I need is my son. He completes me.
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