Transcendence through Tarot readings.

The sun broke the bedroom blind this morning in the mistaken belief that I had to be somewhere like work, but I didn't. But hey I got up anyway. I shoved on my headphones and listened to a few podcast whilst cleaning pretty thoroughly in the run up to my sister visiting to discuss 'bills and how to pay them'. She's never lived alone before and so needs a breakdown about how it all works. Now although I'm no authority on how to get the best deal, I have experience is doing a wrong and learning from it.
So I had my first family visit to mine in two years. We had a productive chat and I only touched upon the future breakup which may or may not happen and the boredom which inevitable will definitely happen.
It wasn't long after I'd finished watching 'Compliance' that my mate arrived and helped me move an old tv to the local tip. It was damn heavy.
More Netflix followed along with making food to share out over the week and final bits of straightening up.
I finally learnt my final Tarot cards meaning and arrived at the time for my first practice reading for myself. I shuffled the cards thoroughly, or so I reckoned. When I laid out the spread, they were all Major Arcana cards which were close together. However I just read them as found. To me utter pleasure they read something along the lines of....
The here and now....positive things connected with fate are happening right now.
Desires......to be a hermit and doing some soul searching.
Positive aspects......an inner strength is pushing me to be the best I can be.
Outcome....the perfect idealised version of love ahead. The embodiment of the romantic ideal.

Of course it could well be bollocks, but I loved the truth which seemed laid out in front of me. There was also a warning to enjoy the good times right mow as times change constantly.

I've said that same thing on these pages. I believe with my son being four years old that this is the pinnacle of our innocent times together and I embrace that fully. I love being single. I love not drinking and having just enough cash to cover what I need.
Balance and restraint are rewarding me with a constant pleasure which I hope will stay forever. Whereas I tell myself that my evolution has reached it's peak....the cards suggest I will transform further and into a higher state.

Naturally, I choose to believe that.

So hallelujah!

Although maybe the only way is down from here. But while I'm near the top, I'm going to enjoy the view.