Its gone midnight and the cogs inside my brain refuse to stop turning. Maybe it's the Pepsi or two that I had earlier or maybe im overly tired now and am excited about our photo for a Leeds newspaper tomorrow. Either way my eyes are heavy but I'm not yet sleepy. Today I made buns with my son and really enjoyed hanging out with him and playing. I then had my stepson over to stay and we stayed up to play Call of Duty. I get on with him just fine and it gives him someone to chat to. I hope to paint tomorrow afternoon for a while. I feel inspired by my last effort's mistakes as I think I can do better. TWO MONTHS without alcohol today. Well I would never have thought it possible. I've not had an overwhelming need for a drink which is strange. I only have to have a coffee or some other drink and the interest wains. The day will come when I will go the other way and always drink so I shall enjoy it whilst I have this motivation to stop. I do think that I am thinking more clearly since stopping.