Yet again I awoke with a cramp in my right wrist. I wriggles my fingers and it was as if I have been squeezing something as tight as possible in one hand. At first I thought the pain was where my fingers begin but in fact it is almost palm central. It frightens me that I am going to develop a claw ultimately. A half fist of a claw thats only real use is holding a torch. Rheumatism at 37, maybe, but without a slow build?, just kinda overnight. It would be just my luck. Having been in good health for so long why should it be preposterous that I would not be punished in some way? 
I did not put the tv on tonight and it is approaching midnight now as I write this and try put ghost footage onto a disc. I got through the audio and video of investigation and so now I need to type the words up in my write up. 
I enjoyed writing the TIME TRAVEL pieces recently. I was shocked at struggling to find positive moments to write about though. Every time I buy something i desire, I am excited and thrilled though. But these don't count really. He'll I enjoy getting new stationery but those are not death bed fond memories are they?