A fourteen hour working day on my feet ended with the reward of apple crumble and custard whilst watching 'Max Payne'. Recently I have noticed a lot of mentions of people reflecting on their lives and saying that it has flown by. The other day on the radio it was said the Michael Jackson died in 2009 and that is frightening as it seems much more recent. Anyway it got me to thinking that people who live life to the full and enjoy themselves a great deal probably have their lives flash by because they are so full. I on the other hand have always shunned 'Fun'. Fun is disappointing because it never lives up to its promise like so much else. These people who are adrenalin  junkies will see the years pass by scarily fast whereas I believe my life will actually pass at a slower rate. Of course it's all subjective.
Fun size chocolate which are dished out at parties are too small. "all the fun of the fair"...fun fairs are cheap and nasty. 
Yes I look forward to seeing each moment trickle through my fingers whilst I document it and stick it in a scrap book. 

Now may second point is once again the merits of living alone after having a 'loved one' make you miserable. I come home each night and never have anyone say that I am 'in a funny mood' and i never address myself in a funny tone of voice or give myself a snappy answer. Now even if I did come home in a bad mood it would be difficult for me not to be ok with that state and therefore I would as good as never notice it. No one to tell me about the conversations which happened at work which I have no interest in. No one to point out my foibles as if they are doing me a favour. 
I am king of my own universe. For a selfish person that is very important.