I woke up and watched 'Fuck' and then some Sky recordings to start with. To follow I wrote a blog and then posted some film reviews to my tumblr pages. It was before 9am when I received a text from my brother informing me that my father had met his daughter finally. Due to this meeting I had been given my new (half) sister's e mail address. Although I am keen to get in touch I also have a wall stopping me. Because I am self obsessed and inward, I worry that I will throw too much detail at the poor women too quickly and not consider that she is the one who needs to be dealt with carefully. It must be a bit of a head fuck for her to get in contact with her REAL family after 44 years or so. It's the kind of shit I've seen on TV and thought it would rarely happen.
So I will leave my dad and her to have their meeting sink in. I imagine it would have been upsetting for the, or at the very least provoking of a lot of hidden feelings.
It's all weird. My dad is still a dick though.
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