This is the first day of my sons holiday with his mum. Normally this would be the longest day of my week due to seeing my son and stepson for drums after tea and work. But today I left work and came straight home. In preparation for these days apart my son and I swapped heart beats. Yesterday as I put my hand on my heart and he put his hand on his heart, we then shook hands and put our souls into each other so that we would be with each other still.
So tonight I got down to finishing some ghost investigation reviewing and writing. After I had completed that I watched 'Rust and Bone' and found it to be mesmerising. To think I had sworn not to watch it as it looked like a tear jerker.
Up until this day the weather has been extra hit but know my ex wife, son and step kids have gone on a little caravan holiday, the storms have taken hold and downed the country in electrified rain water. In my sons absence I chose to leave the sugary sweets, biscuits and puddings alone until his return. Day one has been managed.
Tonight I will start writing my Medium Interviews finally, it's been a long time coming but the time is right.
I'm being as productive as I feel is right as I may only get these opportunities once in a blue moon.
My blog shot past 10000 page views today and for someone who has very little of interest to say, that is awesome.
I've left my front room toy littered exactly how my boy left it on Sunday and it will stay the same until his return as if on still pause. The world does feel like it has Paused in a very real sense as my life will not continue without him in any significant way.
I also decided today that for my 40th, I would like to do a family seance. It feels right. It speaks about who I am and will be a memory I won't forget.
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