Whilst watching  Cemetary Junction there was an Arab  proverb quoted, 'Throw your heart out in front of you and run ahead to catch it'. Like many others it means follow your dreams but stuff like that resonates everytime with me. I don't have big dreams, my dreams involve going on a ghost hunt, check, learning to play the drums, check, having a kid, check , writing something at least one person reads, check.
Maybe it's time for some new dreams. Or at least to expand on the old ones. I would say my next projects would be to create something like a piece of music, video or art. It's important to have goals.