Another brilliant twenty four hours passed whilst playing with my darling son. He really makes me laugh at times and is the source of such pleasure. Prior to him coming I had focused myself enough to paint some more and created a piece that I was proud of. It is so therapeutic for me to paint and to like the end result is quite brilliant. I took a trip to the cinema to watch 'Super 8'. A great Spielberg retread and another class act from J J Abrams.
There have been times this weekend when I have embraced moments of quiet. These times make me feel safe and happy as it means there are no people about to piss me off. I am happy in my new house and with my son coming round to play.
I haven't had alcohol for 28 days when I had two cans of bitter. in the past I have struggled to go 21 days without. When I talk about it I do get the urge, but I will continue to take one day at a time. it is just so much cheaper and makes my life less complicated. I think alcohol consumption would also not have done me any favours in these past months with the split. I think soon I need to once again delve into the stories of my past so I need to think which ones.
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