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Sunday, 8 January 2012

I've said it before and I'll say it again, "everything changes". You do know that time is slowly ticking by don't  you? I saw progression in someone's life today and it felt weird but I was fine about it. People have to lead their own life and pursue their own happiness. It made me know that I had done the right thing and ended up in the right place for me and my son. 
As you may gather I don't feel ready to go into it, I guess it's not MY business either. 

This evening I had our newly extended ghost team's meeting at my house and it went well and it looks like exciting times are on the cards. The house feels very relaxed after being so full of chat less than thirty minutes ago. When I am in the company of others I feel a big pull to leave that is probably not healthy. I would like to spend even more time alone than I already do which is a little worrying and yet I am on a great mood at this stage. No drink = a rational mind. 

I did a couple of pieces of writings on paranormal stuff and got some nice comments. I really enjoyed reading those. I guess that is natural. 
There is so little I care about in the world at the moment. Outside of myself and my boy. My universe really could be squeezed into a house size existence. If society packed up and went to inhabit the moon I don't think I would notice for days. 
People go on about having company etc in their partner and I have learnt that I just can't understand why anyone would want to have to consider someone else's feelings at all times. 

They say no man is an island. Well they haven't visited my island. Deliberately small and is in twenty four hour darkness so as not to be seen. No excitement is allowed and yet the one civilian it has is very content. 

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