My head is too full right now to sleep. I feel elated. My ex and I have arranged that I have our son every second day for at least a couple of hours so he doesn't go any real length of time without seeing one of us. This has all gone incredibly well. She had been talking to her dad about me moving in to my mums not knowing that it was underway. I can come and I can go as I please now. I just don't want to take the piss out of my mum. I suppose I can't, because your kids can never do that. Now I understand the love that she has for me. When I left home before I was full of angst and insecurities. Now as a dad I can understand that love she feels inside. The relief of escape is making me quite teary. I am not prone to tears. I look forward to the future. I know there is much pleasure to come. I also look forward to avoiding anything with breasts which is not how I felt when I left home in 1995.